virgin

nape eh aku wat topic ni? xtau la...tp tuh ar yg aku pk skang ni...

when i was 13, a fren (also 13) called me confess that she made love with her bf last nite..i was like huh? really? when? where? how? hehehe.... i was 15 even tho im shocked i still wanna know how that happened! dowh~~~~

year after year until i reached 17, there were 10-20 friends of mine lost their virginity to their bf and yeah about 5++ lost it to their step bro, friend's bf, and john doe (one night stand)....it didnt surprise me tho coz most of them are troublesome kind of daughters...ader yg nyesal lpas tuh and start over again tp kebanyakan nye tak la...in 2003 aku start study kt uitm...again...same things happened...

the sad thing is some of them are well-mannered, sembahyang cukup 5 waktu, and xde terlibat dgn mende2 nakal...plg x bestnyer ade yg lost to their scandal! tuh yg plg bodoh pnah aku dgr...why? why my fren? how could u let that happened?

nk tau x...bile hang out dgn member2 laki yg kaki main betina...diorg selalu bwk different girls...bile line clear aku bisik kt member aku

"dude she's not adila right?" i asked
"of course not...adila at home" he replied and made some tweaky smile to me
"so she's ur ayam la ni?" i said
"of course la...xkan la projek awek sdiri..adila tuh aku nk buat bini so kna la jage baik2" he said

so phm x dr c2? laki ni byk yg prangai mcm sial..awek yg die nk buat bini die jage elok2...nk puaskan nafsu diorg carik la pompuan lain...1st lesson for u girls is laki yg usung korg ke sana ke mari...yg "projek" dgn korg tp dont bother about ur status relationship is a jerk! x kesah la bape kali pon die kater syg ke...ape ke..da on d way nk break dgn gf diorg ke...tuh sume bull shit!

another side of story...what if he's ur own bf? frankly speaking in my opinion if he loves u...he must respect u...so if he keep asking about having sex before get married that should be a problem...it's either he does love u but he cant control himself being around with u (hahahaha) or he is using ur relationship satus to get what he wants...sorry to say this but i also think that those who had sex before get married will impress their hubby during their 1st night :-p

we're muslims and we know the rules so no need to compare with agama2 lain...

bile pk2 psl ni aku rase bagus gak aku xde bf sbb......hehehe! (aku yakin ckin setuju dgn aku)
no la...actually bagus la aku x rushing nk ade steady bf...dating tuh dating je la...tp nk upgrade into relationship takes time sbb aku da boring dgn laki2 yg so-called "bad ass", "bad boy", or what ever they called...from now on im looking for someone with good looks (x semestinye handsome la..hot la..sexy la), in love with me, gentle & soft spoken, funny, cares about me & my family, well-educated, understanding and d most important thing he's willing to fight for me & wont give up on me! Insya Allah mudah2an Allah turunkan rezeki mcm tuh kt aku :-)

for those who lost virginity to bf & scandal and da nyesal...aku nasihatkan jgn rase hina diri sgt sbb sometimes things are out of control and we all human beings always being fooled by satan....it's better for u girls to move on...live life to the fullest coz there's nothing wrong to have fun and being naughty sometimes...but plz dont fool urself again and again and again

:-)