Monday, December 21, 2009

i dont not a sulk-er

it's bn a while i havent post anythg...not dat i hv nothg to write on bt just couldnt mke it...

i've bn thru a lot lately...not dat everythg turned out ugly & depressing bt somehow d dpressg part was too much to handle or mayb i shud just use d word "is" instead of "was" sigh~~

1st im a bit stress bout finding job coz my degree result nt as good as diploma result, my resume sucks, im suck at english especially when it comes to interview thingy, and some on9 applications suck too!!

2nd my cat, buaru just had a surgery to take out some "busung air" in her stomach...she's nt really in a gd shape bt i can see that she's it's quite stressful to feed her with pills and clean up d cage...sigh~~ to make it worse, another cat, putih having flu and he's losing appetite...ya allah risaunye aku dgn diorg ni :-(

3rd he's getting worse and honestly im worried bout him...yes he did hurt my feelings bt my heart couldnt hate any longer to someone like him who used to b so nice to me when we were together...i tried make him understand bt it looks like i failed...i didnt pick up his calls, didnt reply his msg just 2 let him move on but it just didnt work well and for now im screwed since he tried to show dat he's changed and he's better than my darl...

4th i dun get it why guys love being a jerk bt then come crawlg to mke amend and force girls to give forgiveness...kan sng if dr awl u guys just treat ur gf nicely! is it bcoz they are too dumb to understand gf tgh kecik ati ke...mrh ke...merajuk sbenanye diorg tau bt then chose to stay calm & do nothg due to EGO??

5th ke...aku yg slh??? mayb i've bn a pushy bitch...

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